84. Climb a Water Tower.
I am trying to embrace the space space between my Dreams and Reality.
Sadly the harder one to grasp is Reality. But I know living Reality becomes easier when it's what You're aiming your Dreams to be!
Standing on the top of the water tower breathing in the stillness gave me Hope to start dreaming again!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Violins and Other Things Beautiful...
70. Watch the Orchestra.
The difficulty of writing this is unbearable...
We went to the orchestra Saturday evening. It was such a beautiful, unexpected evening. Beautiful Music, Beautiful Faces, Beautiful Mental Stimulation, Beautifully Real.
I’m transitioning to a place where my Strength will be the most beautiful thing about me. The transition requires Courage and Bravery.
My Violin hasn’t been played much; the strings are out of tune and eroding with dust. I’ve forgotten how to hold my bow; it’s not even in my hand anymore. Few people have picked it up for me; fewer know how to hold it properly; One seems to comprehend the extraction of music with it.How will this sound? I want to know if I’m still capable of beautiful sound. Will you continue to listen if it’s not true? I’m still aware of your touch.
Deep Breath.
The bow moves along the strings, innately I know how. It’s out of tune badly. I’m scared to try again; I’m scared to see your reaction. Have I disappointed you?
It hurts to hear what has been tarnished. The dusty erosion still feels so raw. The feeling of bow against dust is uncomfortable and vulnerable. I know my sound can be beautiful.
Will You help me? Will You redeem my sound? Will You restring my soul? I want to play for you.
Be brave little Violin, Be brave.
“Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this; He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noon day sun. Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him.” Psalm 37: 4-7
Friday, March 26, 2010
Guiding me into Reality
1.Start a Blog.
It's now three months into the year and the thing that keeps me smiling is how the things on this list seem to be falling into me lap.
I struggle to move ideas and intentions from my head into actions in reality. That is the main reason why I have a list of concrete things to do, with access for people to hold me accountable.
Most of the stuff to do is fun, some is serious, some are about conquering fears. All of them are about getting into the habit of making things real.
My life is not real if it's lived all in my head.
As I've said, it has been so encouraging to see how God has kinda been rooting for me in this. It seems so many times the Holy Spirit has prompted me to see things as opportunities to tick my list off. I'm seeking to make things real.
I was promted to give flowers to Maxine, we went to the Zoo for my Sisters birthday, to a Greek resturant for Nancy's birthday. I'm learning to speak Korean, with the incredible grace of my Korean friends around me. I've worn my slippers to the mall, and worn a different colour of the rainbow each day of a week. I've been blessed by feeding an under priveleged child, I'm vegetarian for Lent. I got to see my favorite SA band LIVE, Got their autographs AND did something awesome for my special friends Udo and Eddie for Valentine's day. And most recently, I've returned to my state of blondeness!
Alot of these things I've done with my Sister, which has strengthened our relationship. Most of the time the things I've done have served others, or at least brought them some joy. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS RANDOM, of this I am sure!
This journey is fun, tedious and overwhelming at times, but fun. The Holy Spirit is definately my buddy in this!
"And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." Romans 5:5 (NIV)Thank You God that I'm not alone, that that which I hope for is attainable through Your Guiding Spirit.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Being Blonde
4. Go Blonde.
So I decided to go back to my roots in a sense and do the blonde thing. The stereotypical stupid blonde thing has always amused me.
What is smart? what is stupid? Who decides?
So after four diffrent Internet IQ tests, I've come to the conclusion that maybe I'm a smart kid. A Blonde and Smart Kid! (I am naturally blonde.) I average 136 for the four tests! Woo Hoo!
Where did all this smart IQ stuff come from, and what does it mean?
IQ scores reflect general capacity for performing intellectual tasks, such as solving verbal and mathematical problems.
The average IQ score is 100. The standard deviation of IQ scores is 15. So, this means:
http://www.wilderdom.com/intelligence/IQUnderstandingInterpreting.html
Lewis Terman (1916) developed the original notion of IQ and proposed this scale for classifying IQ scores:
Over 140 - Genius or near genius
120 - 140 - Very superior intelligence
110 - 119 - Superior intelligence
90 - 109 - Normal or average intelligence
80 - 89 - Dullness
70 - 79 - Borderline deficiency
Under 70 - Definite feeble-mindedness
http://www.iqtest.com/
http://www.3smartcubes.com/
http://www.queendom.com/
But these "Blonde" quotes are still hilarious:
Britney on capital punishment:
So I decided to go back to my roots in a sense and do the blonde thing. The stereotypical stupid blonde thing has always amused me.
"Many highly intelligent people are poor thinkers. Many people of average intelligence are skilled thinkers. The power of a car is separate from the way the car is driven." -Edward De Bono
What is smart? what is stupid? Who decides?
Where did all this smart IQ stuff come from, and what does it mean?
IQ scores reflect general capacity for performing intellectual tasks, such as solving verbal and mathematical problems.
The average IQ score is 100. The standard deviation of IQ scores is 15. So, this means:
- 50% of people have IQ scores between 90 and 110
- 2.5% of people are very superior in intelligence (over 130)
- 2.5% of people are mentally deficient / impaired / retarded (under 70)
- 0.5% of people are near genius or genius (over 140)
http://www.wilderdom.com/intelligence/IQUnderstandingInterpreting.html
Lewis Terman (1916) developed the original notion of IQ and proposed this scale for classifying IQ scores:
Over 140 - Genius or near genius
120 - 140 - Very superior intelligence
110 - 119 - Superior intelligence
90 - 109 - Normal or average intelligence
80 - 89 - Dullness
70 - 79 - Borderline deficiency
Under 70 - Definite feeble-mindedness
http://www.iqtest.com/
http://www.3smartcubes.com/
http://www.queendom.com/
But these "Blonde" quotes are still hilarious:
Britney on capital punishment:
Brooke Shields on her campaign against smoking:"I am for the death penalty. Who commits terrible acts must get a fitting punishment. That way he learns the lesson for the next time."
Cameron Diaz on science:"Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life."
Christina Aguilera on film festivals:"I've been noticing gravity since I was very young."
Britney Spears"So where’s the Cannes film festival being held this year?"
Britney Spears"I get to go to lots of overseas places, like Canada."
Britney Spears on her first tour:“I’ve never really wanted to go to Japan. Simply because I don’t like eating fish. And I know that’s very popular out there in Africa.”
Jodie Marsh on cooking:"Where the hell is Australia anyway?"
Mariah Carey on the death of the King of Jordan:"Is an egg a vegetable?"
Jessica Simpson when offered buffalo wings:"I loved Jordan. He was one of the greatest athletes of our time."
Ivana Trump on literature:"Sorry I don't eat buffalo."
Britney on why she did a cover of I Love Rock and Roll:"Fiction writing is great. You can make up almost anything."
"I always loved Pat Benatar."
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Expect Great Things... Attempt Great Things...
38. Learn anothr Language.
As I stand looking out at the prospects of my future, the waves seem very high and the horizon very far. I’m pondering the meaning of “go and make disciples of all nations” (Matt 28:19a).
For me, “all nations” has come to qualify nations foreign to English. My God is not an English God. He not only speaks more than English, but he adopts a culture wider than just English. “All nations” has, for me, come to signify the Far East.
In this season of preparation, I’m obviously learning new things; another language being one. With language comes culture, and with culture the challenge to separate what’s absolutely true from what’s culturally acceptable.
Perhaps someone noteworthy to mention would be William Carey.
Missions today has Carey to thank for his following vital contributions.
Firstly, he wrote his famed “Enquiry Into the Obligations of the Christians to Use Means for the Conversion of the Heathen”. This masterpiece on missions gave answers to arguments, reviewed the history of missions from apostolic times and surveyed the entire known world in regards to countries, size, population and religions. It was also practical with its application of how to reach the world for Christ! I’ve always appreciated people who are able to breakthrough mere knowledge into practical application!
Secondly, in 1792 he became a founding member of the Baptist Missionary Society. This was the first of what turned out to be many missionary societies. Carey himself volunteered to be the one of the organizations first missionaries.
I’m reminded of the scripture in Isaiah6:8 (NIV)
William Carey arrived in Calcutta. India in November 1793. Seven years later he baptized his first convert! I don’t know how willing I would be to stay in a foreign land for seven years, each day diligently serving, awaiting the fruit of my labour. But Carey was focused on his work, driven by the compassion in his heart for a nation in India.
Having a knack for linguistics (by 21, he had mastered Latin, Greek, Hebrew and Italian and was turning to Dutch and French) Carey not only learnt to speak many of the Indian languages but he also translated the entire bible into India’s major languages: Bengali, Oriya, Marathu, Hindi, Assamese, and Sanskrit.
I too have found I have a knack for languages. I am encouraged to pursue language when I note the impact it had when Carey used it for God’s works. For me, language is a way of communicating what’s inside you. The words used to communicate these things differ, but the heart, thoughts and feelings of people can be universally understood.
Other parts of Carey’s ministry in India that I like are his tackling of social injustices and the desire to train people. His concern was not only regarding who people were living for but also for how they were living.
When I read of the life of William Carey, I am encouraged to approach ‘the gospel’ as more than just believing in the saving work of Jesus, but that the gospel is in fact the good news of ‘God’s way of Life’. There is a biblical way to do everything from plumbing to accounting to nursery school, to motor mechanics. You get the picture.
I close with these words;
http://www.wholesomewords.org/missions/biocarey.html
As I stand looking out at the prospects of my future, the waves seem very high and the horizon very far. I’m pondering the meaning of “go and make disciples of all nations” (Matt 28:19a).
For me, “all nations” has come to qualify nations foreign to English. My God is not an English God. He not only speaks more than English, but he adopts a culture wider than just English. “All nations” has, for me, come to signify the Far East.
In this season of preparation, I’m obviously learning new things; another language being one. With language comes culture, and with culture the challenge to separate what’s absolutely true from what’s culturally acceptable.
Perhaps someone noteworthy to mention would be William Carey.
"Taking his life as a whole, it is not too much to say that he was the greatest and most versatile Christian missionary sent out in modern times." Fred Barlow
Missions today has Carey to thank for his following vital contributions.
Firstly, he wrote his famed “Enquiry Into the Obligations of the Christians to Use Means for the Conversion of the Heathen”. This masterpiece on missions gave answers to arguments, reviewed the history of missions from apostolic times and surveyed the entire known world in regards to countries, size, population and religions. It was also practical with its application of how to reach the world for Christ! I’ve always appreciated people who are able to breakthrough mere knowledge into practical application!
Secondly, in 1792 he became a founding member of the Baptist Missionary Society. This was the first of what turned out to be many missionary societies. Carey himself volunteered to be the one of the organizations first missionaries.
I’m reminded of the scripture in Isaiah6:8 (NIV)
“Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, ‘Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?’
And I said, ‘Here I am. Send me!’”
William Carey arrived in Calcutta. India in November 1793. Seven years later he baptized his first convert! I don’t know how willing I would be to stay in a foreign land for seven years, each day diligently serving, awaiting the fruit of my labour. But Carey was focused on his work, driven by the compassion in his heart for a nation in India.
Having a knack for linguistics (by 21, he had mastered Latin, Greek, Hebrew and Italian and was turning to Dutch and French) Carey not only learnt to speak many of the Indian languages but he also translated the entire bible into India’s major languages: Bengali, Oriya, Marathu, Hindi, Assamese, and Sanskrit.
I too have found I have a knack for languages. I am encouraged to pursue language when I note the impact it had when Carey used it for God’s works. For me, language is a way of communicating what’s inside you. The words used to communicate these things differ, but the heart, thoughts and feelings of people can be universally understood.
Other parts of Carey’s ministry in India that I like are his tackling of social injustices and the desire to train people. His concern was not only regarding who people were living for but also for how they were living.
When I read of the life of William Carey, I am encouraged to approach ‘the gospel’ as more than just believing in the saving work of Jesus, but that the gospel is in fact the good news of ‘God’s way of Life’. There is a biblical way to do everything from plumbing to accounting to nursery school, to motor mechanics. You get the picture.
I close with these words;
“Expect great things from God, attempt great things for God” William Carey
http://www.wholesomewords.org/missions/biocarey.html
Thursday, March 4, 2010
A Pale Shade of Grey
90. Wear a Different Rainbow Colour each day of the Week.
This was fun. definately solved the problem of what to wear in the morning!
In thinking about colour, I think about Grey. It's a colour but to me it feels numb.
I wrote this the beginning of last year, seemed apt to post it:
Are You Relevant? Do you bring Change?
Are you the same Dull Grey as Sciety seated around you, or is there something within you that is standing?
Are things moving forward and positively changing because of you?
Are you relieving our World's desperate need for Love,or are you just Queuing for your Next Life?
Still in your Grey overalls?
Are you still just a face in the Crowd?
Or do you have the Face that draws the crowd?
Is your voice heard when the crowd fall silent, or does it add to the murmur of gossip and complaining?
Will you stand out? Are you content to fit in?
Grey really does nothing for you.
Grey may be the season's hottest trend, but it's really quite misguided. There are so many Colours for you, a multitude for the individual.
But because it's in Fashion: Everything is Grey.
Apathy comes best in Grey. Selfish Pride is available in various Shades of Grey. And of course, Conformation to Numbness comes in a striking Mid-Grey tone. Vibrant and Upbeat for the Season. All definite must haves!
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This was fun. definately solved the problem of what to wear in the morning!
In thinking about colour, I think about Grey. It's a colour but to me it feels numb.
I wrote this the beginning of last year, seemed apt to post it:
Are You Relevant? Do you bring Change?
Are you the same Dull Grey as Sciety seated around you, or is there something within you that is standing?
Are things moving forward and positively changing because of you?
Are you relieving our World's desperate need for Love,or are you just Queuing for your Next Life?
Still in your Grey overalls?
Are you still just a face in the Crowd?
Or do you have the Face that draws the crowd?
Is your voice heard when the crowd fall silent, or does it add to the murmur of gossip and complaining?
Will you stand out? Are you content to fit in?
Grey really does nothing for you.
Grey may be the season's hottest trend, but it's really quite misguided. There are so many Colours for you, a multitude for the individual.
But because it's in Fashion: Everything is Grey.
Apathy comes best in Grey. Selfish Pride is available in various Shades of Grey. And of course, Conformation to Numbness comes in a striking Mid-Grey tone. Vibrant and Upbeat for the Season. All definite must haves!
Available Everywhere! Stocks don't run out!
Get yours NOW: be a part of this Global Trend!
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